I woke up sad today
yes, I deleted all the unwanted thoughts from my memory
dropped them in the garbage
only to be retrieved, re-read, re-posted under sadness and hurt
never
really
gone
I can learn to live with this (unlikely)
sigh…
DADT-Don’t Ask Don’t Tell
a military acronym for an international game of “impossible scenarios”
filed under “promises I made to myself—but broke”
following my heart, instead of my head/mind/games
chasing a dream, crazy love
insanity for an insane thought
Dreamers have nothing on me
I believe in love
© Delete/Retrieve Lynda Filler 2018