I warned you if you follow my writing or my blog, I'm open and I get personal. So if that's not your thing, best not to continue reading. We live in a time when LOVE is all the rage; but who really knows what it means anymore? Is it sexual attraction because that's what the media … Continue reading Pass GO and don’t stop until your heart is broken.
Love, seriously?
Why is it that the one you love, never seems to love you back enough? Why is it, the one you don't love, pours out his heart as if you are the last woman on earth? And his heart will be crushed, broken into a gazillion pieces (I have no idea what that would … Continue reading Love, seriously?
Raise your voice. Say NO to racism.
I was looking for a live blog on the France/Croatia FIFA 2018 Final and came across a video that ripped my heart to pieces and had me crying so hard. I don't have a lot of great memories of my early childhood, but I remember one thing my mother taught us: in our household, … Continue reading Raise your voice. Say NO to racism.
Blind
Blind lightening blinds twists turn my mind my heart slows tears flow in pain, I know you exist in your own way in your own time you loved me but not enough © Blind, I (Spy) Love Lynda Filler Poetry
Do it now…Paulo Coelho
March--my month of introspection... I've always tried to live my life as if each day, each moment would be the last one. It's not as easy as it sounds. After the publication of my memoir on healing LOVE The Beat Goes On, I received a particularly hurtful attack on my person. The title of … Continue reading Do it now…Paulo Coelho
Rooms… a poem
Rooms my heart has many rooms and in these rooms I find old stories sadness, pain, loss and incredible moments of joy and love I would not (ex)change the lows for were they not a high waiting to happen? were they not a fearful no aching to become a jubilant yes! … Continue reading Rooms… a poem
Past lives? Angels? You decide.
I usually don’t do first-person on my blog but when people come into your life and guide you towards a profound shift, I think it might help others. So here goes. I’ve been suffering from chronic sinus challenges for decades. I had a minor operation which seemed to help—years ago. But certainly, for … Continue reading Past lives? Angels? You decide.
Mis-Understand
Mis-Understand I don’t try to understand your pain nor empathize with what you gain by making choices of denial waiting for time to pass all the while forgetting how to live I don’t try to understand a choice to abstain from love and passion intimacy that is a God-given-gift the closest … Continue reading Mis-Understand
Why?
© Lynda Filler Photography Why? why do I attract those who are in pain from lost and twisted relationships there’s so little for me to gain © The Love Fix https://www.amazon.com/Love-Lynda-Filler-Poetry-Book-ebook/dp/B01K0T4LJ6/ref=pd_ybh_a_21?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1&refRID=BD463PJPATJ1HP8S3ZXW
Stay and Die
Stay and Die I woke up angry today if you knew how I really felt who I really am (crazy sometimes) would you still want to play with me? (would you delete me?) I woke up afraid hating my dream analyzing the meaning of panic chasing running loose change … Continue reading Stay and Die